Sympathy Love

I don’t want your sympathy love
I thought you loved me for me
But in that case why those demands
When I ask you what is it that you love in me
You say you don’t know
You said that something clicked
Wow nice to know I am an electric gadget that works
Or was I a challenge
A puzzle you felt you wanted to solve
If you saw so many faults in me
Why did u cum in the first place
I would’ve been happy to stay friends
Y do u get this close then hurt me in turn
I know my weakness
You don’t have to throw it at my face
Where is that time when talking to you
Left a glow in my face….
Where is that moment when life seemed perfect?
I never wanted anyone this close
Yet again to hurt me
I thought you won’t
Thanks for proving me wrong
Thanks again for your sympathy love

Coming home....

and i am on my way back
back to the place i call home
for i had wandered far far away
from my cozy hearth
that which i love
that where i was destined by birth

for though my aching heart
reached out for a loving hand
for so long i did find
not a place nor a shelter
where i felt needed as i am

i was loosing this battle
a battle called life
i felt defeated, alone
life had mocked at me too oft
for those close never did understand
the others in comfert, aloft

but it was i who errd
for i ran from where i had alwys been
thus a foolish wanderer
who forgot to look within
for the light that guides had never left
and thus my true journey begins

the pathway alas still stretches far wide
yet not the horizon that it always seemed
for i can feel its warmth
and understand its song
A place for me to be
A place where i belong