The mistake I made...

I am the fool I always knew I was
I had seen it coming
For I took their advice
Day and night
And yet knew it wasn’t right

For I trusted my friends
And the world
And my family and my love
I hung on to their thoughts
And I believed in their words

Don’t get me wrong
They do love me
And I know they did their best
But what I did not know
Or refused to believe
Was the simple fact of being me

For in the past
And in the present
And in the future that holds tempting delights
We have all made and will make
But one small err
Of not trusting ourselves enough to make a mistake…

just a line i scribbled..

and so he leaves me hanging on a lurch.....for wat have i dun to earn such wrath..i know not....for am i guilty of something...for have i commited a crime....y silent sweet luv..anwer me...what harm have i caused thee...tht u soo poorly hurt thy maiden ..who awaits u with luv laden...her eyes await thee and her lips pray...for u would be forever with her someday....

To be a friend...

Say it now
Take it slow
For the moment is yours
And so am I


Don’t fret
You wont be called crazy
Trust me
I will listen


I know it isn’t easy
I know you’ve been confused
But say it
For am here for you


Don’t run away now
I am here
And I believe you
And I know your no fool


Was it so difficult to say that
Or did I ask of too much
From a friend I knew since eternity
From a friend I called my own


Or was I just wrong
In calling you a friend
In thinking you’d understand
In knowing you loved me


For friends don’t judge
For friends believe
For friends love and trust
All that you are
And all they know you can be...

Sympathy Love

I don’t want your sympathy love
I thought you loved me for me
But in that case why those demands
When I ask you what is it that you love in me
You say you don’t know
You said that something clicked
Wow nice to know I am an electric gadget that works
Or was I a challenge
A puzzle you felt you wanted to solve
If you saw so many faults in me
Why did u cum in the first place
I would’ve been happy to stay friends
Y do u get this close then hurt me in turn
I know my weakness
You don’t have to throw it at my face
Where is that time when talking to you
Left a glow in my face….
Where is that moment when life seemed perfect?
I never wanted anyone this close
Yet again to hurt me
I thought you won’t
Thanks for proving me wrong
Thanks again for your sympathy love

Coming home....

and i am on my way back
back to the place i call home
for i had wandered far far away
from my cozy hearth
that which i love
that where i was destined by birth

for though my aching heart
reached out for a loving hand
for so long i did find
not a place nor a shelter
where i felt needed as i am

i was loosing this battle
a battle called life
i felt defeated, alone
life had mocked at me too oft
for those close never did understand
the others in comfert, aloft

but it was i who errd
for i ran from where i had alwys been
thus a foolish wanderer
who forgot to look within
for the light that guides had never left
and thus my true journey begins

the pathway alas still stretches far wide
yet not the horizon that it always seemed
for i can feel its warmth
and understand its song
A place for me to be
A place where i belong

The Last Flight

And I see a bright light

So far, far away
And my wings spread
Through the rubble, through the dirt
I push so hard
I fight with blood
Faster, faster
The lights there
And through the pain
And through the hurt
I carry my babies
My love, my family
To a land with abundant happiness
Where pain ceases to exist
Almost there.....Yes!



A bell rings not so far away
A knell, a calling
And here I lie through the rubble
And the dust
The blood and the muck
My broken wings
Nothing
And not one chirrup
My babies, none

Alas the light

Adieu, Adieu...

A love note...

As life takes you to eternity...
A journey so long...
A hand to hold on....
What better than that of a friend...
What better than that of yours...
A friend, my lover with whom i have no secrets...
With whom forever seems like a walk by the seashore
With each pebble a memory...
Where each wave of problems is enough to wet us but not drown...
And through it all...
You hold on to me so tight
So that even if I slip u wont let me hurt...
Love you...

Taking it to the next level....

letting go may be the answer
to that question i ask myself every moment


but thats it isnt it
we cant seem to let go
for a stupid word fear
keeps cuming back to haunt us

what happend to that fizz i wonder...
and yet...

for every love song i hear
and for all those moments
i surrender to sweet oblivion
you alwys seem to exist

real enuf to feel
true enuf to love



or were u alwys a true fren
but i simply let you u dig in too deep

these lines are very roughly written...just a thot......but i thto id write them here nonetheles.......lets see if i can work upon it............ :)

That angelic devil

as her dark lashes rest upon her cheeks aglow
as she smirks under that cute little tiny nose
as her lips part oh just so slightly
And touches her tongue, just for that special effect.

her fingers holds on to yours ever so slightly
yet you feel so helpless you cant let go
her tender touch makes you want to hug her
but you fear you'd crumble that delicate frame.

you look deep into her big bright eyes
magnetically holding on to you as if till eternity
for even when they close, the effect stays
your eyes cant leave her face and those lids do nothing to help you part

shes simply beautiful, so innocent, so pure
and yet you know, an evil grin may just be underneath
far away where no sane mind could reach
and try as we may, we cant fight this charm

we are but a bunch of helpless warriors
in love with this angelic devil
We think we are armed with our unwavering wit
but her form simply lures us without fail

oh this uncrowned queen knows just the right moves
a cry on her lips conjures one and all from places afar
but with a gurgle and with a coo and that elegent little sway
even he with a heart of stone shall have no opt but to sigh and stay

Holding out to a star...

Please help comfort her
She' holding out for you
An unsaid plea on her lips
She trusts u soo much
And yet she has inner desires
Assure her, love her
She misses it so
Tell her those fears are baseless
She knows but needs to be told
She has soo much to say
And so much has been left unsaid
An inner sob she hopes you hear
Feel her need and help her out
It's been a long time
And again she needs to know....